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Originally Posted by Cloudburst
I thought I had a great relationship with my T. I thought he knew me. I trusted him. He pretended to like me in session but then he went against me when talking to others. He was concerned about looking good to someone else and thought if he berated me to her, she would like him more. She fell for it, the façade, that he agreed with her. That he believed I was worthless. He just said it to gain her approval. He was smitten. He only used me to get attention from other people.
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That sounds awful, Cloudburst.
I am pretty sure that my T is a professional and sticks to the rules. But still the group dynamic is humiliating sometimes, like the one time I mixed up a quote and got severely mocked. I find it hard to speak up to a person of authority AND groups of people and things like that really just don't help at all. They are repeating the "don't be so sensitive pattern" all over again. I don't want to sound self righteous and I am aware of the fact that they probably don't intentionally hurt me, but still my therapy process goes down the toilet