(((((((((bluebearTIN)))))))))))

I am sorry for what you are going through. Your words hit home, and I could feel your pain through each one of them. I was silent for so long, so afraid to speak up so afraid that if I did I would break apart my family, I have spoken out, the fear of losing everyone is still there, but so far I have not pushed or broken my family apart. I care, I can feel what your saying, keep letting it out here, the more you say the less control it has over you!.........hugs to you