i was tried on lamictal because my dr thinks it's a good med and can possibly help me since i had tried many med which didnt work or too much side effects. I was warned about the skin allergy side effect. unluckily, within a few days i started getting skin rashes and itchiness. i had to stop this med

i had been on med which makes me feel like the way you do. i stopped feeling much n was numb. i can't think much n lost my creativity ( I am a very art-ty person who draws and writes a lot). what i end up doing is cut down the med myself which then landed in a spiral n relapses. so don't try my way. try telling your dr about it and discuss if there are other solution or med adjustment. i wish there is med for u to make you feel whole and real again.