t, i'm glad that you decided it was ok for me to have the photos of thursday's sand tray now instead of with the rest of them in the future. i've been looking at them a lot and really taking in what it means to me. i want to talk about it with you some more. I really should wait 2 weeks. But I feel bad that we already scheduled for this coming week. But this is supposed to be about what I need. And what I need, I think, is, to be with this latest realization and be with my Self and practice needing ME instead of you. Why does this sound hurtful? It is not supposed to be. It is what we have been working for all this time. Isn't it?