In Aug I had a serious episode of psychosis psychotic break down, I was hospitalized for 2 weeks. The Dr said it looked like Bipolar. I believe I have PTSD now as a result of this whole experience. I lost total touch with reality. Looking back it's extremely scary for me to think about. I hope it was a one time incident. I think about it day and night, cry all of the time, and have a really hard time going to sleep, and have nightmares. I worry the lack of sleep will bring on another psychosis psychotic break down. I think to myself how could my mind have turned on me so badly? Has anyone been down this road? What did you do to help cope and get through it all? Right now I am med free, still awaiting a diagnosis.
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