I did contact my T last night. He has his own emergency so has cut back hours, usually doesn't take calls anymore. He has been concerned and advised me to keep a stash of cash for a hotel due to the abuse, but I don't really have that. Also he said that this helps me form a case, which was denied, about my need to move out. All the cops said I should, but they never filed reports so my claim for funds for relocation and DV therapy were said to not have any evidence. Since there is no real evidence, I can't do what would be the best: move out and get a nurse or someone in here to take care of things.

As it is, with his family not helping, there is no one else to do anything. I still care about him, have been with him a long time, can't just up and leave.

Just talked to the yard where the car was towed. They won't let me in without a letter from my spouse who is asleep and will probably be asleep till late. The guy was a jerk, told me they were closed when the website says they are open. Then I asked how much it costs to have the car there. He said he'd have to look at the paperwork, but there was a gate fee of 97.50. I said, you mean it costs a hundred dollars just to get to the car to get his hearing aids? He said, I didn't say it cost a hundred dollars. I said, well, you said...and the jerk interrupted and said, 97.50 is not 100! I hung up. Can't people at least be decent and understanding?

I wish I had therapy today. I need it. I'm so tired of everything. And people who act like jerks for no reason. I bet if I were a guy, he would have been respectful. I know more about cars than my spouse, can change oil, tires, etc. I do all the work on the house. Totally sucks.

Do I have to take on a fancy doctor, the police department, the District Attorney, and now the towing company? Ugh!