Don't usually use this forum but I use another one quite a lot - frankly, just to procrastinate most of the time. Obviously I am anonymous there and no one knows who I am IRL so I feel comfortable to be as honest as I want.
Last therapy session, it felt like my T was bringing things up or leading the direction of the conversation towards things I had said on this forum. It could be a coincidence and I might just be being paranoid but it made me feel very uneasy and I can't 100% exclude the idea he is internet stalking me...perhaps that's a bit too loaded a term, I guess I mean he could be on the same forum and has linked some stuff together and realised it's me. It's a popular forum for mental health so why not? But i think if that happened it would be unethical for him to continue on the forum or continue as my therapist. He would either have to give up me or the forum in my opinion.
Now, it's probably all in my head, but the trust is 100% gone. I don't want to go back, I don't want to see him again. I dunno whether I bring this up (risk looking paranoid...and would he admit it anyway?) Or just say I want a different therapist and refuse to say why?
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