I'm sorry you had to go through all of that...it does sound awful. And because it's awful is exactly why I wouldn't report him. I've been seeing him for so long that I feel pretty comfortable sharing stuff like this (sexual-related) with him, so maybe all of this so far has just been a "friendly" exchange. Of course it's ****ed up that I have to pay him, but so far I don't feel that he's really said much this time around disrespectful. He hasn't forced me to do anything, it's all been of my own accord.

But even if our relationship did progress, I don't think I could report him. It sounds like a lot of work, and worry, like you stated above. Money. Time. Honestly I don't care enough about him that much to make my life that much more inconvenient. Like yeah, this could maybe end up hurting me again somehow, but I'll get through it like I do with anything else in life. It's really the bottom line, therapist or not, people are going to be ****** and do ****** things. They'll hurt you. We just have to change how we deal with it. I went back to him because I wanted to.

Maybe I'm completely wrong and just trapped in it, and just can't see. It could be a possibility, and I'm not too narrow-minded to admit it. I think he's just pushing things as far as he can get away with, knowing full well we will never be together. This might sound ridiculous, but all he was doing was just looking at pictures. I don't know FOR SURE if this is even worth mentioning. It seems like such a small incident than what happened to precaryous. I don't think it will go any farther. I'd be downright shocked, floored, on the ground, if it did.