Although i have not been oficially diagnosed with it because my mother has been slacking, i took many self test and i know i have depersonalization/derealization disorder. I have been dealing with it for almost 3 years now. I cant exactly pin point when it started or what triggered it. I have been through many traumatic events in the span of a couple years,im pretty sure that couldve triggered it. With me, its not really so much depersonalization but more derealization. I still know me & i dont feel as if im watching myself in a movie , but i feel like im watching the world. EVERYTHING is so fuzzy and completely wierd i cant really explain it. Its fuzzy and feels/looks unreal. Colors are so faded or dont have meaning anymore it messes with my whole concept of reality. I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I am in high school so this disorder really interfers with everything. Often in school i feel like what im feeling mentally is showing physically so i end up making a fool out of myself trying to seem normal. I need help. I currently take prozac for my anxiety/depression. Anybody else with disorder got any help? Tell me what helps && when will it go away ?