This is a fictional movie, but pretty accurate from my understanding of BP high spectrum (it can be a spectrum illness just like Aspergers/autism, etc), and others have agreed. "Infinitely Polar Bear". Really good movie, and he was nominated for a Golden Globe for the role. He played it based off the stories of a few people in his family that have it. All of our experiences are different. My mania happened about 3-4 times a year and it included binge drinker, etc. I was not myself. The rest of the time I dealt with mostly anxiety and depression (back and forth).