I thank you all for your encouragement and ideas. I too, believe that the medications make things alot worse with all of the side effects. He is now seeing a great psychologist and is actually "talking" which is something that he does not do, for the most part, because he doesn't trust them. We have an appt. in Sept. with a new Pscyhiatrist that is going to try to get him off of all of the "unneeded" meds. I am so thankful for that. '
It breaks my heart to see him going trhough all of this and YES, I am going to get back in to see my psychologist so I don't fall apart, in the mean time. I know that he needs me to be strong and I have to be here for him. All along, I just KNEW that I was going to be able to fix him and now I realize that I can't. I really don't understand schizophrenia and I am trying to learn all that I can about it.
Thank you again for your encouragement.
Spiritual Emergency, I am going to check out your blog and thanks for your ideas too. I don't like meds.

Hugs, Squeaker