I meant that I don't like talking about my body or paying attention to it. My T will never touch me if I don't like it, or where I don't like it. She tried pressing her hand on my arm, but it felt like she was pushing me, so we went back to just holding hands. I don't think it would be anything like massage. It's more for support. We don't touch other than holding hands if I ask for it, and our weekly hug when I leave.

She lent me a CD on SE and trauma, which had exercises to do on my own, with a partner, or even with a pet dog!

Are you going to see this T for a trial session? That would be the time to ask her how she uses SE, and to discuss your concerns. How she answers you will help you decide if she would be a good fit for you.