well dustin...i'll wager a guess that you have plenty of company at these forums.....i for one have felt this way for almost a month now........it's called the depression demon!..i'm just about to go out of my mind with the lonliness....the only thing we can do is plow on......try to keep busy.....do things we like even if we have to force ourselves to........it WILL pass..........you're not alone dustin.......