Mu psychotherapist seems to genuinely care. She asked if she could display some of my artwork in her office for a time and once even loaned me $20 so I could buy my medications. I really quite like her but I would stop short of saying I have a personal relationship with her.

My psychiatrist on the otherhand I perhaps have unnatural ideas about. He is a very attractive man with a very nice personality. I find myself entertaining thoughts of him - which bother me because I know they are wrong to have. It does occur to me though that I am not alone in my thoughts and that I am not special amongst his large group of patients.