Evaluna I feel the same way much of the time now. Classic symptom of depression. Extra frustrating because you know it's all right in front of you to step in and enjoy with the others, but it is like there is a force field that no one else can see preventing you from doing so. It prevents interaction and the passage not just of people but of laughter and joy. And yes you are stuck inside with resentment.

Hoping you can feel better, in the meantime I understand.

Hugs and hoping you can share a hug with your daughter afterward. In my current state I find I'm OK (surviving, not "good") when I'm with one person and I am crushed, fighitng tears, and can't breath, when I am with even 3 or 4 coworkers.