I seem to be doing mostly well bipolar mood wise. But it never fails, when I'm doing well, something in my life will always go wrong. So now I have a reason to be upset. Pretty sure my boyfriend is breaking up with me. Which would be fine if he would TELL me that. Instead he just cut off all contact without telling me anything. Now I have no idea if he hates me or if he is dead. Which is 1000 times worse than just knowing what is going on. I don't know, just another sign that I'm a terrible person and deserve to be alone. Last guy I had feelings for left without a word too [emoji20]