Yeah, am saving up to move out. Have a job. Just anxious/excited to do so before going hypo. They always think im on drugs when im not, don't understand my moods if it isnt logical, nag me about things i dont give a **** about - i feel like i am in a business meeting with them. Work is less stressful than being at home.

I can always hear them talking about me from my room, too. And when i am in the same room and they talk about others, it is always negative. Everything is always negative. The make huge assumptions together and reinforce each others deluded, worst-case-senario theories. Truely toxic. I think it adds to my anger with failure.