A so-so day so far. I did not go to church this morning. There was a substitute minister today of whom I'm not crazy about. Having some anxiety today.

I went to visit my friend this afternoon at 1:30, but very briefly. He had come back from the men's retreat this weekend. I could have gone, but decided not to. I gave him a birthday card because yesterday was his birthday. When I left my place at 1:30 I went to the coffee shop where I thought that he'd be at; because that was a time that there was going to be a surprise birthday party for him. I didn't want to go, but I decided to. I went to the coffee place and he was not there along with the others. I went to his house, and then his wife announced that she was taking him someplace at 2:30. So I guess they were going to meet at 2:30. I thought that it was going to be at 1:30. I worried that I'm losing my mind as I thought that I might have misread the email I got from his wife yesterday. I thought that she had said 1:30.

Anyways, my friend seemed very tired today. Well, it's no surprise since those retreats can be very tiring. It was tiring for me when I went. It was nice being with him very briefly, but kind of depressing because he didn't act like himself.