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Old Feb 07, 2016, 06:17 PM
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Originally Posted by hahayeahtotallylol View Post
I had my first mixed last summer and yeah im on baseline often as well.

Sort of trying to figure out which is more common, long baseline breaks before mania or long baseline breaks before depression. For me my hypo pops me right out of depression, whereas my depression is slow and subtle in onset.

Fortunately, i am baseline often as you are it seems too. Those who frequent hypo-mania, ah, sounds fun, if not destructive. I have yet to experience a destructive high period since its only hypo, but some could argue i've hit mania. I also am not longer on soroquel so i have no stabilizer, which i like. I'm naturally dysthymic so id rather experience the feels both good and bad
For me I had stability (well sort of, I was happy overall but only as stable as you can be whilst abusing drugs) then a slow building depression that switched into a mixed or dysphoric hypomania on antidepressants. But I spend most of my time mixed I think, on differing levels of severity, interspersed with very short lived euphoric hypomanias (usually only a day or so, up to 5 days), which then switch into depression again then back to agitated. It's all fun & games. I don't know that this is a typical course, it seems odd to me & doesn't follow a strict pattern, sometimes with mood swings or cycling within a mood episode. I don't know maybe this happens in mixed states, I seem to have a fairly unstable mood throughout the day aswell.

How good would it be to have euphoric hypomania all the time!
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