Hello Swaggyfishstocks: Ưa know... sexual orientation can be really confusing. The Skeezyks is something of an aging tranny... sort-of... (It's a long story...) Anyway, one thing that has become apparent over the years is that nothing related to sexual orientation (or gender identity either) is black-&-white. There are many resting places along the sexual orientation (as well as the gender identity) continuum. And wherever one may rest along that continuum is okay. The trick is to figure out where along the continuum you fall & then to be okay with it.
I don't know if you're gay or straight. Perhaps in some way you're bi-sexual? Time itself may sort this out for you. Or, in the alternative, perhaps some time spent with a skilled therapist might be in order. What the Skeezyks does think is important, based on his own personal experience is that in some way or another you take some definitive action to figure this out. For a variety of reasons I never did & in many ways it contributed mightily to the struggles I have faced over the years. I wish you all the best with your efforts...
