As the title says I will be celebrating 3 years at my homegroup with my fairly new sponsor tomorrow. Unfortunately it will be hard to enjoy with so much anxiety and stress going on right now. Should I postpone celebrating indefinitely until I feel better? It just doesn't feel enjoyable this year and I finally started doing the work. Ugh! I guess it's not really for me. Right? Just suck it up and do it tomorrow for anyone there needing to see that it works.