I'm going to whine...just a warning

I called T at 7:00am this morning because I really needed to talk to him. I didn't say why I needed to talk to him but he's never ignored me before.

Finally about 20 minutes ago I called the office and the manager told me he hasn't had a chance to call me back. He then asked if he could help which I was trying to avoid.

I don't want to announce my problems to the office manager. I like him a lot, he's great, it's just that it is hard enough for me to talk to T about this stuff let alone him.

So I gave him a synopsis, I really need to bring my husband to a session outside of my individual session. I already thought that he would be booked but that is why I wanted to talk to T directly. I was hoping he could help me because I really need his help, this isn't a social call.

I see T tomorrow so the option was to bring him then. Well, I want to talk to T alone about the last session with my mom.

Anyway, T is off thurs/fri. I forgot it is a holiday weekend. Unfortunately, I still get to feel out of control whether it is a holiday weekend or not.

I guess what bothers me is that he couldn't call me back for 5 minutes. I thought T was the only one I could count on, now what do I do?

He said one session that 'I have him and he is here for me'. I guess he meant once per week for 45 minutes. I don't call him constantly or bug him with anything.

Is a 5 minute phone call too much to ask? It's a good thing he isn't an ER doctor. I would have been dead hours ago.

I guess I could go home and talk to my cat...problem is she won't respond either