I'm not prescribed benzos anymore. Im a risk.

When I was 20/21 my GP gave me an authority script for Xanax. 0.5mg BD. I maintain that it was exactly the drug I needed. Near on solved all issues I presented with, still would treat all issues I present with even though there's more now & I'm livid that they refuse to prescribe due to their own fear.

So I get them illegally when possible & have stolen from the first hospital I worked at. I've tried alprazolam, diazepam, oxazepam, lorazepam, midazolam, temazepam, clonazepam, nitrazepam. Favourites are alprazolam & clonazepam. They all work wonders. They are alcohol without the kilojoules, nausea or hangover.

I'm fully aware of the risks of addiction.

Does anyone have any advice as to natural products which also work on GABA receptors?

I'm going to try this thing called lactium, it probably won't do anymore than drinking milk would though. Lactium is some casein protein that's supposed to potentiate GABA.