for a little while now. I still have tactical hallucinations, some delusions but I'm believing others when tell me I'm wrong but I'm comfortable trusting myself regularly. I'm still dealing with the over commitment. I start teaching 2 of my classes tomorrow. My husband and I are still on the rocks because of wanting a divorce my last depression. I'm spying on him because I think he's talking to other woman but I know he's not. Two very different things for me. I have yet to tell him.

As far as eating I'm doing well with it. 2 meals/2 snacks. I still see myself as very obese. I'm doing a liquid diet for a week or two and then slowly re-enter fruits, veggies, lean meat

Meds are being missed at most 2 days a week. I don't find myself very fun or outgoing. I'm rather shy and closed in I don't like it. I don't laugh as easily but I smile a lot. I have absolutely no sex drive but I'm okay with that. The one thing that is not well is my T is leaving but I'm not sure he has helped me. My husband is stable too for a long time too so we're in a getting to know you phase with both ourselves and each other.

Now to Miguel... he has made 2 friends! His grades aren't the best but I think he's finally found his niche. He has not been on meds in a couple of months.