Thanks, Out There. I imagine T will help illuminate some of the reasons for the intensity of my anger. I mean, besides the fact that something terrible and needless happened to the person who means the most to me...that's a good enough reason to be angry in its own right. We hate it when people hurt our loved ones. I really, really hate it.

And I know it's not my fault, but when we promise to look out for the people we love and someone hurts them, it shakes us. At least...that's what happens with me. I love him so much. That's why this hurts so badly.