I am sorry you are ostracized. It's sad. But I kind of agree with healing that you can form an identity and excel in something and that would give you sense of pride , it could be something that involves service to others. Such as volunteer? Help others? If you don't excel in anything at this point take a class in something you can be better at.

It is good to have social circles but not everyone has them yet people excel at other things. In fact many people don't make social circles at work especially not if if involved crushes. Join hobby groups? Take a class? My area has volunteer meetup. You volunteer with a group, do good in the community



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