I don't really know how my T sees me. I've never asked, but I want to know.
She has said that even though she's the T and I'm the client, we're equals. She thinks I can do certain things, but that I don't do them because of anxiety. I think I don't do those things because I think I can't and I'm a failure. She says it's not a bad things to be a quiet/calm person and that is't oke to not be a chatterbox. She thinks I'm strong (I disagree, I don't feel strong).

I don't know much more.

I've know idea how my Pdoc sees me. When I'm with him, I'm such a quiet, dumb, small girl, it would surprise me if he doesn't think I'm a hopeless idiot.