It's hard for me to express anger towards people who are kind to me, whether it's justified or not.

The email is finished. I'm in doubt about sending it. It's not a bad mail, I don't call her names or anything. I've just written down my feelings. Though I've mentioned that all the T's are the same, I'm a idiot for trusting T's, clients are only work for them nothing more.

I can imgaine how she would probably react, in a kind understanding way. Which feels good, but it's also annoying sometimes. She react like a T, therapeutic correct. I know T's should act like T's, but sometimes I want a little bit more them, a little less T and a little more human.
But there's also a change she won't react good. You never know.

And maybe, after she comes back from leave, she will tell me that it's better for me to stay with that new therapist.

Why am I even worrying about ruin things. I've nothing to lose anymore.