Hi all!

I need help

I am not feeling good. I feel like I am addicted to food and I don't naturally feel like doing anything

I am feeling really empty right now as I write this. It seems I am getting addicted to wasting my time to doing useless things. I don't feel focused to sleep even when it's late in the night. Everyone in my family's asleep but I can't stop wanting to just waste myself- like if I don't waste myself I will not be living right now

For the past few years now I feel like I am wasting my time or am feeling wasted

Please help me if someone experiences something familiar