I just want to vent a little and maybe find someone else who understands the way I feel..
I feel so hurt and low all the time about my immediate family. I'm so tired of them putting me down and making me feel bad!
I have 2 younger sisters. I was apparently the outcome of a rape situation, so am the step kid.
All throughout my teen years I felt unfairly treated but put it down to hormones. As I'v grown older, I see distinct ways my parents completely treat me like crap compared to my siblings.
They have paid for both of my sisters college courses, I never received any help from them and still struggling to get a loan for going to school. They have never charged my sisters a penny to live with them if they get stuck, but the one time I discussed if I could stay with them while I got back on my feet after a work lay off, they wanted to charge me over a thousand!

My younger sister is in the process of buying a house and they constantly bring it up to my that I should have already bought a house etc and to be more like her. I just feel we haven't received the same help in life and that if she hadn't have had 2 college courses paid for and earning twice as much as me and paying as much rent as I was then maybe I could be in that place too?

Ugh. It may seem petty of me to feel this way, but it makes me feel like absolute crap. They make fun of me for my anxiety and panic attacks and call me a 'baby' ..

Sometimes I want to cut myself off from them.. I have never confronted them about the way I feel. Is it worth that I do the next time something like this comes up again?
Does anyone else deal with anything like this?

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