Blahh! This has not been a good day and I don't know why (partially).
I feel lonely because I am truly phisically lonely. I live near the faculty, my brother second semester just beggings next week (and so he is at home with our parents) and my sister started to work this year so she moved out of the appartment we shared.

I wonder how my colleagues would react and treat me if they knew I have depression... They will not know, I am not close to any of them to tell them.
Now I am remembering how few months ago a tutor of mine questioned me untill I "confess" I had a psychiatrical ilness I was getting treatment for. "I pitty you, you could be my daughter"... She didn't understud, she ended up behaving like a real ***** to me and gave me a very low grade in the end because I wasn't a chearfull person. She was really stupid.