I have a tendency to avoid people from my past. I don't keep in touch with them on facebook or in real life. When I accidently meet someone,I am trying to run away or seem very uninterested. I have lost many friendships due to this. In reality I am not a rude person and a very loyal friend and that's why people do inquire after me after all these years.Why am I feeling this way??
I am doing well in life and should be proud of myself. But I am not. Most people think I am acting this way because I am better than them.I feel such shame and sadness inside me when I meet friends from school and college that I never want to face them. I did not have any bad experience like traumatic when in school or college . This is causing me a lot of stress and even though I feel lonely and want friends, I don't respond when they do come forward.How can I solve this??