I had similar thoughts that is hard. just wanted to say I can empathize.
for whatever it's worth I had my first at 31 and my second at 34. you do have time.

when I was 26 I was with a man who was emotionally abusive and I am glad we didn't have any kids together.
not that that is your situation at all, just to say that it sounds like you are further along in your life as far as being ready to have kids than I ever was at 26.

hugs.