First, welcome Dorine. It is nice to have met you.

Yes, it is normal to miss the therapist a lot, because of what you have been through previous to the last session with her. 10 months is plenty of time to feel friendly towards others and feel like they feel that way towards you.

I can also agree that it is normal to feel angry. You have that right to feel that way, because no one should treat you that way. There is a dissociative identity disorder page on psychcentral, too, if you wanted to go there and see and visit others who are suffering from the same disorder.

I would definitely go to the new therapist. Not every single therapist is misunderstanding, non caring and judgmental.

Hope for the best for you--and nice to meet you again! WELCOME TO PsychCentral!!!!