Hi Dorine,
I'm so, so sorry that happened to you. How horrible and confusing for you! I'm glad you have an appt. to see a new T. You deserve a whole lot better than you got.

At the same time, I totally can understand your mixed emotions about your former T. She helped you. You confided in her and trusted her. And you even felt like you were getting better. I can see why you would miss all that!

On the other hand, please don't let what happened to you prevent you from trusting someone new. Perhaps you'd want to have a trusted family member or friend with you as you get to know your new T?

As far as wondering whether your feelings are normal -- they most certainly are!! You are probably feeling all kinds of things at the same time. I know I would be!

Welcome to PC. I think you'll find that there are a lot of wonderful and supportive people here. I look forward to getting to know you!
Take good care,
Okie