oh and some people get anxiety on it i think maybe thats why you stopped?

some people get rashes. i did my first time but i liked it so much that i tried again

i live for the rush. i need it.. i cant be flat, because then my "life is meaningless" is all too apparent. I have strong drives and a lot to give, and i'd like to focus that energy in the correct direction.. to progress my life. as opposed to sitting at home and planning rediculous adventures to stimulate myself