Thanks, Wants...
I value my current peace of mind. All my adult life I've had recurring dreams of him leaving me...going off to his other women...or (the most memorable) flying to his home in a fragile aircraft and crashing there only to find him gone. I haven't and won't answer his email of last evening in which he mentioned seeing me when he's here. I'll hear from him again, at which time, I'll have to decide how to respond, but I'm not up to seeing him.
Patty