My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T: I Need To Tell You Something But I Don't Know How... Part XVII

jaynedough · Feb 09, 2016, 03:55 AM

I've been thinking about cancelling my appointment. And not rescheduling. The changes that you are making & the statements you've made are hitting me pretty hard. I'm feeling more alone than ever.

Possible trigger:

I'm so damned tired of trying. I just want to give up. Everything is so ****ing dark in my head. IDK how much longer I can hang on. But now I don't want to contact you about this. I'm so ****ing lost and alone.

IDK what I'll do without you. It feels like the changes you're making are leading towards termination fairly soon. I guess cancelling will be my version of a pre-emptive strike. I've been crying so much.