Hi CassyO

Nope, I haven't always even known it was a system let alone tried to figure it out, I think most of the discovering has been in the last 2-3 years. I haven't had any professional I could talk to about it, I tried once and pretty much got laughed out the door.

No, all the figuring out of my system has taken so much time and effort that I have been unable to work for two years. I figured I needed to learn more about myself before I considered disclosing DID stuff to a therapist and it has helped I think.

Though everything has kind of gone haywire with realisations in the past week or so, I have discovered there are two more parts though they won't communicate with me yet and I am also discovering that I might not always have been the host part. We had a serious breakdown two years ago and lost our job and nearly our life too and since then, everyone has commented on what a different person I have become, just assumed that was to be expected but then had a kind of revelation that I might well actually be a different person :/ it's kinda hard to explain!!