Dear T

Are you at work now? You should be, unless you are sick. Have you read it? Have you seen it? I know I'm not important enough to read my email outside worktime. It hurts. You should know how hard this is for me. And I get you need to have boundaries. But you just don't really care about me. You know I have no one to talk to about this. I'm all alone.

I don't want to see any kind of therapist again. I want to quit with that. Not having professional support won't help me, but T's do a lot of harm too, intensional or not.