So I'm female. I'm pretty happy with my body etc i'm finally at the point where i don't mind the person in the mirror.

but I hate being perceived as female. I hate the societal expectations and stereotypes associates with being female. hate hate hate

but i still like some of it, sometimes the clothes, sometimes the visual parts of being female-bodied. i'm confused. it's just a phase right? i didn't use to think about it but now i'm spending more time with guys i desire their way of living more. so much more how is this possible?

i was told "it gets better and less confusing as you get older". the older i am the more i question my gender and sexuality. i don't want either. sex is ew. gender is confining, limiting.



what is happening to me?