Dear T

Thank you for sending a reply back, even though it's very short. You appreciate my honesty. But does this make you think differently about me? Do you think I'm difficult? I must be one of your most difficult clients, if not the most. Because of my attachment and jealousy of other clients. But this ''attachment'' is because you're the only good T I've had in 10 years of therapy. You've been the only one who understood me and who was able to help me. I'm so scared to try a new T. It can only be less than you (unless she is you but she would give hugs, then it would just be a little bit better).
And even though I'm mad at you and I don't want to see you, I actually still like you. I just don't like that you had to become *that* this year. And I've only two months left with you