I really dont think you have anything to worry about with the suicidal thoughts. She may ask a couple questions just to be sure there is no major alarm but if you dont intend to act and dont really have a plan (time, place, how to do it and the means) there is nothing to worry about. I know it's hard but I think she'll genuinely appreciate your honesty. Send it girl, send it! You are obviously concerned about the entirety of the events that night just let her know maybe she can get you in and you can get some relief. You could add that your afraid of her reaction there's nothing wrong with that.

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