I am really trying to not be angry. Last session, I felt so close to him because I felt like he protected me with my mom. No one has ever done that for me. I feel bad feeling this way about him now.

This wasn't just about an appt with my husband or a social call.

I am not going to beg or cry to get him to call me back though. I don't do that with anyone and that includes him. He knows this.

I feel like he does this on purpose with me. I'll bet he calls other clients back. I'll try never to fall apart ever again.

I don't think I'll bring this up tomorrow. Here is how it would go anyway:

Me: I'm upset that you didn't call me back yesterday
T: Well I was extremely busy and wasn't this about an appt?
Me: No it was more than that, I just didn't feel like falling apart with the office manager. He isn't my T.
T: You are making this about me. It isn't about me.
Me: I'm sorry, did I leave a message for someone else?
T: I want to foster a healthy dependence, isn't it so much better to feel the pain?
Me: Next time, I'll remember to jump.

Anyway, the point is there is no point in bringing this up. I should not have called and believe me, it will never ever happen again.

Hell will freeze over before I'll ask anyone for anything.