Thanks for responding, everyone.

I feel so.... I don't know.... right now.

Busy at my internship, then straight to school. Class from 6-9, then stuck in traffic because of construction, didn't get home until 10:15, husband said hello, goodnight, straight to bed. Now what?

I cannot quiet my head. It just feels like noise. I want it to quiet down.

I really want to just go to bed right now but my head is buzzing with stuff. I don't know what to do.

Without going into the whole story, I spent a great deal of time at school tonight with someone who triggers a very emotional reaction in me because of something that happened in the past. Even though the time spent and the drive home (dropped him off) was okay, I am 10X more emotionally %#@&#! up than before. I wish I could talk to T about it.

I am so embarrassed about this... but I fell asleep holding the book he gave me. No, I didn't just happen to be reading it in bed and then fell asleep.... I purposely held it the way you would hold a stuffed animal, and went to sleep with it. The inner child had taken over so much... that reading the book and listening to the music serves the adult needs... but because the child is so much the prominent one through all of this... I just wished instead of CDs and a book he could have given me a stuffed animal. So I found myself wanting to hold the book close to me rather than read it. So I did. How %#@&#! embarrassing. How childish, of course.