It helps but this is the very worst part of this and so it's not enough. They increased my dose today so hopefully I'll get more out of the next dose than the last one. (And they didn't forget to increase it). Anxiety right now is horrible. Also very, very irritable and don't like being near people. I'm in my room with the door closed a LOT and everyone kind of knows that groups are questionable for me. I'm trying to go and made it to 2/3 today (and tried the 3rd) but I can't handle the talking and chairs shifting making noise and just all of it. I'm going to go hide from the tv that was just turned out right now. Overall I'm ok but in the very worst of it. I hit 300 of Seroquel last night, tonight is 150 and tomorrow is none. So these are the hardest days. My clozaril goes up tomorrow to I think 75 in the morning, 50 at night. Or 75/75? I get confused, there are so many changes. I have about a week more to go here probably. I have to be feeling better to go home. Of course my pdoc changes Monday so whatever the plan is this week may not be the plan next. But it should be something like that; they are going to want about the same things I think.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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