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I start ECT tomorrow. Not a moment too soon. My therapist recommended inpatient today but I said no. I don't want to leave my son.
Still suffering from high judges to harm and kill myself. Just went through a little mini crisis but my mom was here so I didn't hurt myself. I make no guarantees for tonight but I think I can make it.
I'm so depressed I can barely type this. I hope ECT works faster than it did before.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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