I use to be a teacher, but I experienced so much anxiety I quit. I became a nanny and I was working till recently for an agency. I just started working for a family. I don't think it's the right fit. The mom is not as warm as she was initially, the youngest child is very needy, and has medical problems. I'm feeling a lot of anxiety being in that house. I talked to the mom and told her this isn't a good fit. She is going through an agency to find someone else so I will only work until she has someone else. This may be a week, 2 or more. How do I deal with the anxiety to get through this?

The anxiety has me paralyzed with fear and worry. The same thoughts go through my head. I quit teaching and I'm quitting this job. I feel like a failure and like I'm never going to find the right job for me. I live with my parents and help my dad with bills. They are supportive because of my illness but nonetheless I feel like a failure because I can't seem to find the right job where I feel comfortable. I worry about my finances and my future.