I don't remember anything in particular right now. Actually, even the dialogue I created in my mind today in my way to the store, I forgot what it was about. I remember with whom I had the dialogue, but not what it was about exactly. But it is related to my past and current experiences with those people, and how they will likely treat me in the future. My fantasy is mostly about the future not the past; what could happen given the past.

I should mention, I am easily distracted. Like I cannot focus more than 5 minutes on something. Probably I have ADHD. I don't know if it has something to do with this, too. My mind is filled with thoughts, if not with dialogues, ALL the time, and it seems that I cannot stop them.

For me I think that I was pushed this road to be alone and I embraced it, because I felt people don't understand, and even hurt, me.