I've been experiencing huge amounts of stress recently, and it's all stress related to stupid things like driving my husband to work or my daughter to school or going to work.

This stress is horrible. I'm so overwhelmed with all of the mundane tasks of my day. I wish I could sleep all day.

I'm so overwhelmed! This stress is really wearing on me.

Last night I took a bunch of gabapentin and a handful of cogentin because I can't handle my life right now. I woke up today so drugged out I could barely walk and I was slurring. I can't handle stupid daily functions.

I was writing in my journal the other night and came to the realization that the way I've been feeling lately can't be normal and that something is obviously wrong.

I don't know. How do you guys handle stress?

For those who don't know, my pdoc is weaning me off of lamictal right now for some stupid reason. I think it's just because she doesn't like lamictal and just loves depakote and I can't take both at the same time. This way stressed out/depressed feeling happened a few days after my dose of lamictal was cut down 50mg. Coincidence?

I spent a few days just pissed off too and throwing **** around and then crying, and then getting angry about whatever and throwing more **** around, and then crying again. One day at work I became so enraged I actually started throwing things at my job and swearing. Luckily I work alone, but I think my boss may have heard me. So now I'm sure she's telling everyone about my tantrum.

Maybe I don't care though. Everyone knows I have problems anyway.